Where The Truth Lies

Is she really telling the truth? Sometimes I feel like I wish I knew the truth about everything. I do still love her but at the same time it feels like she never really believed in me. All the stuff I have done for her and she still does not leave a reply. Maybe the relationship is was toxic and I was blinded. I think I will just go with the flow and focus on stuff I can control which is myself. Thanks for reading.